first time back on in a longgg time!!!

Well lifes going really well right now we are living at home still and dad hasnt drank my parents get along well and my dad comes to church sometimes im still praying he starts coming more.....Im over orion over him and everything he put me throughi dont ever want to be with him again idk how i got over but somehow did i quit tryingand so i got over but it feels amazingto finally not have to cry or think about him anymore well i still think about him and wish he would come to church and follow God but thats his decision and im tired of trying to help him make so he can have a great life without me in it bc im content and happy:)

awesome night!!!

Well today started out to be pretty crappy i was grumpy bc of lack of sleep lol go figure....we were at the beach for like 3 hours i got some serious sun:) i dont think it will turn into peeling hopefully just tan:)...anyway then work was blah not much to do so i just hurried to do everything i had to do and then left about 5:15 when i usally get off at 6:00...i went to orions his back was hurting him:( my poor baby:(..then tbc then after tbc back to his house we just laid there and snuggled for what felt like lil bit of time which it kinda was 9:05 to 10:10 i could have stayed there all night despite the fact my mom would have killed me!!! ahhh cant wait to be able to do that all night i love him so much more than he will ever comprehend!...cant wait untill tomorrow beach with errika maybe orion too:) but even if he doesnt come to the beach bc his back hurts then i will be sure to go over after the beach:):):) Cant wait omgoodness im so anxious i just wanna be with him all the time!! anyway goodbbye for now