Sunday, September 26, 2010

THE BEST DAY EVER!!!!

Oh my goodness i had the best day in the world today was my birthday all i had planned was church in the morning then afternoon at home maybe take a nap then choir practice and church again lol sounds like a boring birthday right? well saturday night i went out to dinner with my 2 older sisters and my mom and to the rascal flatts concert it was frikin awesome! which is why i had nothing planned for today. But pastor preached a message in chruch wednesday night and it was on bitterness vs. forgiveness and he said alot about hating people and how wrong it is so friday i texted orions (my ex bf) mommi and i asked if i could take trinity and gabriel (orions lil sis and bro) to church with me sunday morning and she said oh yeah thats fine well when i dropped them back off at home after church i didnt plan on staying long but ended up staying the whole afternoon. It was so great the best birthday present i could have asked for..i actually had a dream saturday night that orion and i wer kissing and snuggling anf talking and it was just like old times and well today that actually happened we may be getting back together im praying and hoping so i just love him so much and missed him more than ive ever missed something before i feel like im dreaming i just want to tell someone to pinch me and wake me up but its not a dream its for real and i love it!!! I wish i was with him right now and he was holding me in his arms i want so bad to go to his house tomorrow but idk what my mom and sister will say...and i gotta know if he wants me to or not i will wait a while tomorrow and see if he txts me i hope so i just feel so loopy i was driving to my sis house took about 25 min and listening to love songs and i couldent help but smile i know i had the sweetest look on my face ive had in alonggg time....anyway comment this please i know youve read my long story about what orion did to me so give me some adivce on what to do with this situation:)

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