Friday, September 17, 2010

Crying uncontrolable

Well last night i decided after my 1 and half mile run:) i would take a shower get ready for bed and call my best friend...well what i didnt know is that it would end up a big crying fest! we both basicly vented to each othe for alomst 3 hours! I'm so glad and thankful i have such a great best friend to talk to and we can bth chare our problems and have symnpothy for each other i actually was crying for her bc i felt so bad for her and helpless bc i dint now what to tell her to do and then i was crying when i talked about my problems it was a mess i felt like i couldent do anything but sit there and cry my eyes out about something i didnt know what to do about!....anyway on the bright side.....the lady my sister emailed for me wants to meet me so i called her today and were going to meet sometime tomorrow about me working for her which would be great bc i would make so much more money for college! and i would get to keep mButy afternoon job at my daycare :)...so i texted my bestfriends mom to ask if she can stay with me at my sisters house tonight and saturday night because im going though a very emtional time and i want to be with my family bu alos my best friend(she actually already told summer no a couple days ago) because she "has plans already". ugh im so sick of hearing that i wish she could just leave on the weekends and stay with me! she is 18 so her mom couldentdo anything more then yell at her and be mad about her notstaying at home to be at her moms every frikin becon call!!!! grr im so angry an upset about this..i actaully just want to call into work ,but i know thats wrong because im perfectly capable of working today so im just going to suck it up and go. I want to bring my dog to my sisters house tonight...but idk if she will allow me to

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