I really dont feel like blogging but i guess i will lol. Well last night at teen bible club was a distaster i looked ridiculous and miserable but thats ok everyone knows im going through a hard time.i left my house before teen bible club and made like 3 trips to the car with stuff my dad was sitting right in his chair in the living room watching me do it i didnt even look at him the letter i wrote him was still taped to the door so who knows if he saw it or even read it. anyway i met this awesome guy off of doulike.com he is a Christian and Independant Baptist and believes everything the same as me i love it!!!......I'm going for a job interview today to get a job from 7am to 11am monday through friday and im going to make 8 dollars a hour whoo hoo!!! :):):)......i want to talk to my dad but i dont think i can because im just so angry and emotional about everything well i dont know how i been eating i havent been counting my calories the passed 2 days but i still been watching what i eat and exersizing so ill be alright....i wish my best friend summer was here with me! i wanna go running but now i gotta go by myself:( ugh i dont like running by myself....well im waiting for my mom to get home maybe we can go to the outlet mall or something well ill be back laterr