I am a cry baby today! :'(

Today has been crazy! ive cried 5 times now and im sure ive gotmore to come! all day i felt perfectly fine my parents were talking on the fone and everything seemed to be going so well. Well, i was very wrong aparently he called her later and was asking about the bills and money :/... we were eating dinner and my mom was finished so she went in the room and my mom told me earlier today that i could decide when we go back to dad so i was telling my sister i hadnt decided how long were gunna stay gone with dad being sober the whole time nad she said mom doesnt wanto live at home anymore she doesnt want to go back to him she is done. well what would u think if ur sister said that after having a happy hopeful day. i started crying as i am rght now :'( and she kept telling me to talk but i just stared at her blankly and wetin the room and he and my brother n law andy kept telling me to come back now but i kept walking and i went to my mom and asked her about it and she said who told u that and i said jennifer(my sister) and then jennifer walked in the room and my mom was like i was going to talk to you about it later she wasnt supose to tell u now. and i started crying so much more then jennifer said why are you cryingand started hugging me and i didnt k now what o say so all i said was because its not fair and she said whats not fair and i just said its not fair its not fair. what else am i supose to say? so my mom said i didnt say it was final i just said that i been thinking about it all day and jennifer told me would u want to try work things out with someone who has treated you ike crap for 29 years and i said no but....idk.... ..then i calmed down enought to call my best friend and tell her what happened and i thought about it and realized i was crying because if we dontgo back home if this doesnt get fixed then we will never be a happy family who goes to church together and who gets along and i will never have a dad to talk to me about stuff and stick up for me when guys hurt me and tell me not to wear something if it looks inapropriate. i proceeded to cry and cry then i realized my best friend was crying too ive never had a friend who cried bc i was having a hard time. now i know she is a true friend i love her so much. idk what i would do without her. it would be so much easier to commit suicide. actually right now it sounds like a nice release from his pain.dont mind me im so emotional ill say anything right now :/ anyway while i was talking to my best friend my sister came outside (where i was the entire time) and said what are u doing ? you cant come inside and talk to us so i came back inside shortly after that and told my sister and mom how i felt and cried some more i cant think about it and not cry.anyway thanks for listening to my so story.